Xpandsion

2010-05-07T23:21:00.001+08:00

Me is move to tgm bye c u thr!

2010-05-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

2010-04-28T23:31:00.002+08:00

!!:32

I am not asleep yet, i know i am suppose to be sleeping but i cant. Is my insonmia back again? I thought it went away for good. Tmr's engish mye summore! Die. I want to sleep but i can't :( mayb i miss d too much mayb thr are too many things i need to think abt mayb i cant find help with my thoughts, mayb coz d has so many things to deal with recently he hasnt been able to listen much to me. I can't blame him. :)
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Maybe,,i shall blog abt my day. In hopes of getting to sleep.
Today i had schl as usual, aft briefing for myes @ 2 we headed to d's new housey to change and cabbed to ICA for his student pass. Counter said needed to wait till 5 and time check 3:50 so we headed to bugis for food and hunt for his schl shoes failed. So @ 5:05 we headed back to the building to retrieve his passpiak. He's officially a visitor now HAHA dd :) and we took a looooong journey back to his housey and i did some washing of baby and jackky's socks and dumped the rest into the washing machine ^^v am i awesome or what haha ok and waited for the machine to wash wash i tuned d's guitar while he studied, then we all headed out to the dining and we had engerish session tgt with the landlord's son brian as well. D sent me all the way home carrying my heavy shit books and mummy requested tht he had fruits and soup bfr leaving so he did. And he went home to study and rest.
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I love you jsheng thanks for sending me home, and making my day. Ur smile ur voice, it can go on forever in my head i know i am not a very good girlfriend but i am trying my best and i'm always here for u :) i am also a bad girl not going to sleep @ this timing (time check 11:44) but! that's cozzz it's not my fault either me is v tired but i sked to sleep. I got my old habit back i'm actually sekretly sked of too much silence and loneliness. It keeps me awake. Mayb i miss your voice. I do. My heart's thumping when i'm typing this. Jiayou for tmr's paper b. I believe u can do it. You'll always my number 1. And i'll always be ur number 1 fan <3

2010-04-26T23:02:00.004+08:00

Say hihi to my new plendx babyp :)
I need to sleep now it's alr 11 and i am worned out. Everyday is like fighting a war in school with baby and thr's mass run tmr yucks i want to sleep sleep sleep but i sked to sleep shld i sleep? So many things happening soon. I'm actually afraid, will you protect me? What am i saying? I think i lack sleep, mayb yeps. I know this is not something anyone wants to read but sorry i cant think of any good words to put down here. Sunday was exciting mr soon met mr huang hehe i belly happy. Baby sorry i am 8 mins late i shall report to you now then go sleep!

Ah nights everyone!

2010-04-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Bery shagged very tired, i bet baby fell deep into sleep already. I'm taking this chance to blog coz i hardly have time with my comp at home. Every time i reach home is time for dinner then 1 hr till my program starts then for almost everyday my spare time is dedicated to ec if not it's for my baby boy. Everyone is rushing for something, i'm still so lax. But sometimes becareful for what u wish for sometimes it comes true. Just the other day i was saying how routine life is, today suddenly the most random ppl texted me saying this and that mom making me do things getting a new laptop and clemz asking me out and i saw x.mine today wow it's been a long time :)

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Weekends are here! OMGOMGOMG my favourite time of the week. So looking frwrd! I want to kite fly with d and everything hope there's enough time for everything or hope everything goes smoothly. This week seemed like a drag i am missing baby v.badly now. I'm counting 16 days more to you know what! Baby love uuuuuuee sleep tight okay. Die it's 11:33 dun kill me kay dear. Ok i am mad, but the best ppl are. HAHA.
NIGHTXXXX

D my love ღ

2010-04-19T18:04:00.005+08:00

This i am here coz baby requested for me to post :) I feel v weird without having him around me, like part of me is missing as i'm typing this post i can feel my heart beating real quick. I just send him off and i hope the buses would bring him home quick. It's been a tough day for him @ school and he needs his rest. We talked more today, and i feel like i need him more than ever now.

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Baby if you're reading this, i love you.
It's the 19th of april, we had 3 mths and 11 days as a couple tgt and it has been 3 mths since ur birthday. I never could figure out what u wanted when we first got together so on your birthday i was a big fat assjerk and not knowing what to do. I let you go home and have dinner on your own. Even though the cake and all was a surprise i now know what u really wanted wasn't a big fancy surprise or big fat cake, what u wanted was someone to be there for u to accompany you in the toughest of times and always be there for u. D now i know and so, let me be THAT someone, i will be ur strength your confidence your love and your heart. I wana grow old with you and have children with you and i know some might say this is puppy love. But i finally realise what is the real meaning of love.
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Years ago, someone taught me what was love. How to love someone and appreciate someone, but sadly i was still naive and never knew how to return the love properly. Coz i was afraid, afraid that my parents would find out afraid that something might happened if i loved, afraid that if i loved them back with all my heart they would just push it all away in the end.
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Now that i found you, i know you are the one i can trust my love onto. Even if my parents didn't know you're called jacksen huang i will still love you. Because now, I'm not afraid to love you and i'm loving you with every beat of my heart. My parents i can tell they like you to bits, and i believe it's very hard for you to push away my love coz i know you feel the exact same way too :)
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I know in this post i mention love ALOT of times and that is coz everytime i say..
I love you.
I mean it.
With all my heart.
And it will never change.
Even if something happens to us in the near future (choy touch wood) i still believe i will always love you it's too special to be replaced. No one can replace it. Coz you'll always be the one and only jacksen huang in my life. And you know what? Forget what i say abt something happening to us. Coz i believe we can make it through.
ღ D jiayoujiayoujiayou!

2010-04-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

I know i have been a lazy bumbum and neglecting this blog but oh well even my mom calls me a pig D also calls me a pig. Sigh am i a pig? Haha um this week has been a rough week for me, i pms alot and finally?! today my walls decided to break down and bleed yayy. Thanks baby for taking all my nonsense and comforting me when i cried, you're the best and thanks for praying for her my mom's better now she has no sickness whatsover. Choy right, and my r/s with baby is stronger and we learnt more things bout each other this week. That's what he says haha love u d with all my heart and nose :) Me is going to sleep now, meeting d tmr early when the sun starts to shinesshines for breakfast and tuition bfr we decide on whr to go! Pictures soon if i can get a new lappy. I'm thinking pink or white. D gna kill me cauz i said i did sleep in 5 mins but i damn losor now 15 mins already okay bye xxxx

Celebrations

2010-04-11T13:34:00.003+08:00

Hii babies i haven't been here for a week nao. Been busy with schl and boyf and family :) stix just celebrated his 21st on the 9th and my weekends are already gone and tmr it's back to monday. Sigh, d and i also just celebrated our 3rd mth last thurs with chicken rice and watching his favourite sport. Yesterday was physics in the morning with his class and he came over bfr heading back home to acc his dad to town today was tuition @ starbux early in the morning and now i'm waiting for 5 to head out and meet zq and jh for rocher i miss them alot :( Ah and and and i crave for june holidays now pls let time pass faster i wna get my o's done with, dec is my motivation. Mid yrs are approaching in xactly 18 days. So much things to do, too lit time for anything else. I havent shopped in ages as well. Sigh long post no one reads it all.

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And qns for me do use formspring and ask!

K kiddos byexx

2010-04-03T09:14:00.002+08:00

D came over yesterday bfr dawn, planning to have breakfast w me and sis but she couldn't wake up, instead we were so lazy we slacked around using the comp then ate at fried rice and prata @ home bfr heading out to karaoke first and 2ndly town to meet melly&clem then back home for dinner again. Study day today! And pictures for my dead blog. Shall update again when i stop being a bum :>

2010-03-27T11:15:00.000+08:00

Heading out to meet d for studystudystudy date hawhaw

Heels on weekends

2010-03-26T22:57:00.004+08:00

Ahem yes i'm still alive, just that i duno what much to blog abt. 11.02pm baby fwell/gng to sleep already he's super kengkia always force himself to stay awke just to talk to me in the end if i dont call him and ask him go to sleep he wont sleep silly baby.

Today was a good day out with ddbaby i'll have pictures up tmr if i can. Eventful day tmr but i got a feeling i wont attend any of it. Flea, funorama cleomin's day huh what a rush but um studying mayb? Yes amazing i knw. Ok bye night i promised 5 mins i will sleep!

2010-03-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

His i'm back for a short while, just to update my brog. Life has been tougher ever since school started. Love getting stronger each day between me and D :) lesser and lesser contact with old friends. New friends mm, this plenty of hi bye friends i guess well i'm off sleep nao nights everyone have a good weekend soon!

2010-03-24T21:15:00.001+08:00

2010-03-20T15:18:00.001+08:00

I feel so ugh.

So far away

2010-03-18T19:20:00.003+08:00

I look very old and i'm aware of it, d's coming back tomorrow my heart's racing i've been through a very lonely and meaningless week. But i want to thank those that made the effort to bother bout me like my sis and jiahui, bernice, my aunty and parents a few others haha i got myself a new lancome powder from my sister's tuition teacher super prwettty hope i get the chance to use it soon! Anywaaays shall find something to entertain myself, most prolly heading over to melz ltr if i can drag myself out of the house ok bzz

2010-03-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

I was reading back my old blog and loving it more than i love this one, but blogger is always not as bitchy as lj. I miss alot of people really. I miss my old life somehow it was much, simpler. I want to go to nehneh's chalet next week. I want this year to end asap. I want to get out of sec schl comeon comeon effin speed up.

I miss d.

2010-03-17T19:53:00.001+08:00

Meet Ivan

Frabjous Day

2010-03-17T18:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i had an hour break @ buddies with an old friend of mine and when i got home i realised my 2nd smallest toe had a horrible cut and the last pict has no revalance whatsoever to my day but that's my aunty u see and i think she's leaving next yr haha nice pict so up it goes on my blog

Today I met jh @ bb we caught a movie tgt and had talktalk aft that walkwalk she bought her popiah and we both went home, i think tmr is study day for me i hope ok bye

2010-03-16T13:05:00.002+08:00

Wo hen fan, zhen de hen fan. Yesterday my aesthetician told me my pimples are due to either thinking too much or lack of sleep or fruits. I have been sleeping and i had fruits, am i thinking too much? Yes i am. 3 days at home now it's a world record for me this year i've never stayed home for more than one day. I got 4 more days to go if no one asks me out i am gona just let myself die of boredom. I've tried asking but no one really replies me, forget it fuck my life.

2010-03-15T11:41:00.004+08:00

Good morning everyone! I had maggie mee for breakfast and ish gna have prata for lunch yums. Will be @ home till 2ish bfr heading out for my facial appointment my pimples getting v horrichible. I need to do my IC as well my dad keeps nagging, i wna go look for d in indo i dont think i can find anyone in time to accompany me there for one day sad :(

okaydokay, here comes the sweet bit.

Hello baby, this is for u..
I hope we can be like that in the future :)

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Dang dang dang dang ; dang dang dang dang~
dang dang dang dang dang ; dang dang dang dang dang~
(sang according to the 'here comes the bride' tune teehee)

2010-03-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

listening to - i hate love, claude kelly

Hardly 3 days. Baby i miss you. Come back soon.

2010-03-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

I had sashimi today, raw salmon and cooked salmon. I love salmon :)
Hello dd! i am talking to you on ebuddy now while posting this. Day 1 without you, already 25hrs i am still surviving cauz i'm a big strong girl. I will be patient and be a good girl while you're not around. I'll learn how to take care of myself until you come back. I'll be waiting and missing you loads. I went to cityhall today, it was fun and i walked alot. Until my feet hurt :( next time if my feet hurts you have to carry me okay!
HAHA

2010-03-13T08:57:00.003+08:00

It's been four days since i've last updated. I'm sorry, i dont really know what to put into this space. Somehow i think it'll be like that for whatever reason caus i only post if i have the mood and not because of it being a chore.

D left again, i always hate this feeling of being left behind but i know he had no other choice. He said he loved me and well to me, that's all that matters. 1 whole week and 1 day w/o him, technically 8 whole days without him. Wonder what am i gna do stone? Study? Go out? Go where? My heart gets lost without you. Wish u didn't have to go, come back for me soon okays d? I miss you quite, terribly. Someone pls jio me out bfr i go insane @ home.

SPECIAL is different from IMPORTANT.
Special is someone you will never forget for the rest of your life.
Important is someone you need for the rest of your life.

And yes baby. You're special AND important.

This wazz my yesterday

2010-03-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

I finally got my favourite 300ml scent $xxx, my heartiku very pain but worth every bit i lovex3 the smell to the masimum is soothing and at the same time smells something v similar to the rain. I love the smell of the rain. I funneled it out ytd night into a smaller bottle for my convenience so i can bring it everywhr with me yumyum.

Didn't get to watch d playbball ytd though he claims it was fun! Haha instd i went to find mother and sister for 'Alice in the wonderland 3d' the ticket as d claims can buy 2 tickets on weekdays plus have chicken rice for dinner lulz

I saw prick! aft like so long we need to ketchup soon and rebecca and jo2 as well wave wave harooos long time no see, i guess this yr will be super busy for me i have to start mugging with d alr make that aft march holidayssss

Ok i am so proud and contented @ myself for posting 3 posts to compensate for being away for so long. But i need to go have my mei li de sleep now if not tmr tired how to study hawhaw.

Hope everyone's weekend was as swell as mine!
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2010-03-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

Keke @ his favourite shirt
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It's 10:44 and my call just ended with D. We'v been talking and realised we'v thru so much since last year, wow @ how time flies and rmbing back this time of last year 09 i didn't really even know much of u yet. Class in 4/4 was so noisy lively and happy i will never forget those days. I'm so happy to where we've come to now cauz aft such a long yet short 1 yr journey i have finally come to realise that we got thru last year so smoothly was because we had each other for support. Even though as friends last year we knew how to find comfort and trust in ea other. Helping ea other in work and play. U being there for me was the best present i could ever have. You were counted as my best friend and now my best boyfriend. This love will grow stronger and this year will be a good year if we make it out to be :) We can do this tgt! 2010 will be tough but we'll learn to be tougher! Happy 2th mth anni Jacksen Huang. And as promised. I'm always here for u and i'll always be loving u.

Wild like the wind

2010-03-07T10:26:00.002+08:00

I'v krazy amt of photos to be resized and uploaded and resizing still in progress, 2nd mth is tmr and today i just feel so lazy and nua and lazy and nua + i don't even knw if i can get out :C my father has been begging me to get my ass sticked @ home but i'm a wild child cannot stay @ home one must go out. Lul, so 3 days at camp waz good for my weight lor and swollen mosquito bites super painful but all in all i'm a happy girl. Happiest now so far for 2010

Aft march hols, i'll try start mug

2010-03-01T21:47:00.004+08:00

I saw D for most of the day and left him only a few hrs ago and i still miss him so badly. I'm going to let this feeling take over me one day pretty sure bout it but i duno. I'm afraid of letting myself go, sigh it shouldn't be bout me now. I have to help d with his problems instead :) i have to be strong once again, sometimes i need to cry but i don't know how to. Seeing him gives me strength, to be a better person and just be there for him i want to be there for him..if not who will?

I know, i will.

2010-02-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

Time flies, it's gna be 2ndmth soon wowee soon we'll get out of sec schl and a better and bigger and bolder life for us begins :) it gets stronger each day this feeling inside of me i never had before something i cannot put down in simple words or any explanation for anyone. Today was one of the memorable ones where the moon is super big and stars overcrowding the sky. It wasn't lomantike just you and me but it was with YOU and my family. A new feeling i never felt before so amazing. I ate the food i dislike most today with a burning ulcer, but it never tasted so good in my life.

D 我爱你

2010-02-27T12:03:00.001+08:00

Heading out now to meet d, sis and mom mewmew pray for the best! Hope dinner's out tonight, i like worxxxxxxxxx

Life's like a rocking chair

2010-02-26T22:57:00.003+08:00

We all have that boy; he's the boy we try to pretend we aren't looking

for as we make our way to class. He's the boy that we lie about and claim
to not care about anymore. He's the boy that gives you the cliché butterflies,
complete with the weakness in the knees. He's the boy we're thinking about as we read this.
I think every single girl has this boy, and every single girl will remember him forever - he's not
the one for us, but he'll always be somewhere in our hearts.
Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said.
I just want to find someone who won't run away. Someone to look me in the
eyes and tell me it's okay that things don't always go right. That this is how life works,
and how it will always work. That it's not going to be easy.
Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.
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I love how arial and italic clashes together so classy especially for quotes!
Hi mewmews, how was ur week? I had a good friday full of fun love and laughter keke. Hope i can upload my own pictures soon i am so pictureless. But, I'm happy now. Shall sleep a beautiful sleep tonight. Life's really like a rocking chair hope i get to see d tomorrow. I miss him so v much. I need to study and buck up and be a good girl this year :>

SO WORDY SURE NO ONE READ ONE HAHA.

彩虹

2010-02-23T11:46:00.012+08:00

哪里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静

所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我

释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳还是会绕

没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍

就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱

当作我最后才明白

2010-02-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

slurps

Valentine's Day

2010-02-21T20:41:00.001+08:00

romantic and confusing.

2010-02-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

I want u to know, but how?
Very tired, of i duno what. Mayb 2010, sigh without D i would never learn to treasure and love someone so hard. without friends mayb a zombie? Family, sigh they dont understand me. What to do this life still have to go on. Day by day, d do you know as long as we are living i want to know i'll always be here for u. Forever & ever xx

2010-02-18T10:21:00.003+08:00

Quick one bfr i skip down for recess, cny izzzover. And well it was fun while it lasted now school sux i feel so nolstalgic all the time i got 2 extra pimples beside the big fat one now there is like 3 on my forehead. Met zq the other day for her bday and skipped dinner with the r/tives eh pictures shld be up soon and d's back from indons finally but very sian school, makes me sad and mad and angry and grumpy grumpy dopedopedope ugh okay my pimples ugh very sad. Nb bye;

To D for valentine's:

2010-02-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

I rmbed when we first liked each other,
and this was what i thought in my mind, taking away all the 'still'.
Sometimes when we run out of topics,
this goes thru my mind

Then when i make u laugh,
this is what runs thru my mind
And when you're not around,
this is what happens in my mind when i miss you
All in all

With all my love from me to you, love u baby.

2010-02-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

You like my phtobucket drawn on wingszeyeliner? Haha gt border summore lulz self entertainment i am waiting for d to be online, anywz hihi how's ur cny hols so far mine's the same old same old but this year i am missing him so badly i can die $ also cannot cure the pain, nothing can cure the pain only d can. But as promised i am staying happy for u, eh random ah DIE zq bday in 2 days what to buy sial, eh cannot say 'die' no good for cny i touch wood alr hor but srsly what 2 buy qjie what u want! DIE *touches wood again*

2010-02-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

Phew, what a week what a day. My eyes are like 3/4 closed but i realised my bloggy has been dead for days already. Been trying to catch up loads of hmk and time with d and today finally he went home for cny. And i was feeling abit lonely today, lucky there was nara and company:) hope cny pass nt too fast and nt too slow, just nice for everything. Next week wld only be 2 days of school joy to the worldzz, okay chao time to sleep my smelly pillows are luring me in alr nights!

2010-02-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

UM SHLD I GET SHLD I GET?!?!

Just something i found off the web

2010-02-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

“ I hope that some day, you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream about. I hope she’s the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand, yet you know it`s for the better. I hope she’s the kind of girl you would die for. The kind of girl who could make you cry, even though you’d never admit it. The kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special, something that means everything to the both of you. The kind of girl you can have silly fights with, then kiss and make up and hold her in your arms like you`re falling in love all over again. I hope you make memories with her you never forget. I hope she’s your world, and what you have with her is nothing less than perfection."

Wow well said

2010-02-08T20:58:00.004+08:00

Ccb i not happy ley, wtf is wrong with sellers now of days huh i say i would pay for the damn shoe and then you give it to someone else coz they offered a higher price money face srsly. You want more money issit just ask la, cb you can always cheat me out of my 2 dollars more for registered ley i offered reg summore but NO you decided to give it to someone who entertains u more cb i really cannot stand this type of ppl comeon at least state that it goes to the highest bidder or smt right chebeh sian laaaaa my shoeee. I make sure i get something that makes me happier than ur bloody shoe f u zzzzzzzzzzzz

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D says: Basket
HAHAHAHAHHAAA

Favourite things

2010-02-07T11:07:00.002+08:00

Need i say more?

In my head

2010-02-07T10:02:00.005+08:00

Like the new song? Ytd waz a good sat for me i ate xin wang cafe aft a hunreadyrs i love the yingyong and hk milk tea so orgasmic. But d laosaied aft reaching home hawhaw and caught up with zq so long nv see her alr, since steamboat hawhaw. next is BBQseaf date @ clementi! 26th ah eat till next morning. Hawhawhawww i ordered anni present alr woo 1mth1mthzz♥

Breathtaking~

2010-02-07T09:47:00.001+08:00

2010-02-07T09:31:00.002+08:00

Meow, me is cat woman i catch small boys, mew.

2010-02-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

Haros errbody i am blogging @ 12am in the morning coz i cnnot sleep for nuts my eyes still wide open ley cb i guess i muiss d too much how 5 days ley how cny sigh i got my shoes today also 23 bux byebye and velly sian i want sleep but i muiss d so much how now i am repeating my wrds omgwd okay lah i go sleep oreadi tmr then brog again if nv go out ok nigtx

♥

2010-02-03T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hi all today's a good day, tomorrow's steamboat + excusion day i am so frggin excited! It shall be a good day as well and now i have 5 mins to brush my teeth and head to bed xo

2010-02-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

YAY I CHANGED MY FB DP U LYK?

2010-02-01T20:35:00.001+08:00

12:32am

2010-01-31T00:26:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep, i'm troubled.

I promised to be in bed 2 mins ago. I don't know why whilst lying on my bed i suddenly feel so troubled, i just feel troubled. But yet i feel so tired, should i sleep? Is it because of my period? This time it doesn't feel like it either, it feels moar like i'm troubled over other things, being troubled. I just know i don't feel good. Where should i go..where does God want me to go, I'm afraid of disappointing. I'm afraid of things i'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid things will change. I want happy moments to be kept forever. Sigh i don't know how to express myself I need this blog to keep me sane. But on the other hand i feel like deleting it too, maybe i shouldn't blog i should just close it down so i don't express any feelings anywhere..i don't know. Hope something happy happens soon. Cny hurry k~

2010-01-30T13:01:00.003+08:00

I'LL ALWAYS LOVE U FOR U, IT'S ALWAYS BEEN U ND IN ALL WAYS FOREVER U AND WILL ALWAYS BE U
(full-stop)

What do you want from me?

2010-01-30T12:52:00.003+08:00

Hello updation for today~

The question is out or no out, i have to be home by 5 so sux grr i dislike to bathe now and go out in the hot sun and get freckles and white heads and have to be home by 5 gr my freedom where are you come back to me i hate this controllance i'm a teenager but i hate to be rebellious as well wtf screw it i'm gna buy a medium macs green tea i need green tea to calm me down..
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*yoga position*
just ordered two shorts, and a ysl tee happy2 i am suppose and need to keep track on my expenditure but who cares HAHAHA f it i need to bathe and then maybe watch my da chang jin whilst waiting..

2010-01-26T20:52:00.005+08:00

I finally ordered something online aft like months of not online shopping. The dress is for cny yums yums i am home alone tonight my parents got my sister to the docs means i have to head to school by myself tmr morning. Means cca day tomorrow too sigh but d's accompanying me tmr hopefully! Oh and i want to watch a movie soon. Give me recommendations ley!

I found this cute

2010-01-26T20:46:00.004+08:00

from aps

2010-01-26T11:48:00.005+08:00

I'm so efin bored in the mrl i decided to post, with no pictures and not anything interesting. But i'm so tired of school i want cny to hurry come as much as D does. I want to see him go home happy and enjoy life with his parents and relatives friends. He's much happier there i want to see him smile and not have that lonely expression and deep breathes of pain. Even though my cny might just be me sitting on the couch looking @ the adults chitterchatter, anti social with the cousins prolly just mahjong only i want it to come i need a break from all this shit. Fked up shit:( this year sux really i want to find some corner to cry but i'll try to be brave..

somehow

2010-01-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

Pout pout bad school day i have awful subjects. On side side note i had a good talk with D today it's been a long time since i'v talked with anyone like this. For 5 str hours if i'm not wrong :> talking and doing my 'chinese' ah chinese so much hmk to complete lazy as usual~

Shit i left my subwy cookies in my file, ought to take it out asap!

2010-01-24T11:29:00.001+08:00

Heartfelt love

2010-01-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

Shagged and worned out today. Was study slack eat walk walk walk till my havaianas so dirty poor thing. But i finally got pictures from sis! which i looked so worned out and hot and sweaty and sticky and very puipui in. Sigh life's a climb. Fat then fat lor what to do, anyway enjoy i know i haven't had this many pix in a long while. This time is with baggu~

Then we also had shokudo two days in a row i spent $XXX just eating shukudo.
I love shukudo
Yumz

1) pork udon
2) unagi mushroom cheese piz
3) matcha milk

My favourite three yumyum, they have outlets @ cine; raffles if i'm not wrong and the central but i only tried eating dinner at the cine outlet, you can never miss it 2nd floor right infrnt of the escalator. Tell me your favourites!

Officially me.

2010-01-22T22:39:00.003+08:00

HI i am mad.

Yes ok so today was school, out out out out, cabbed home. I bought my havaianas likea finally:) love it to bits, i didn't get one for d though coz of stupid superstitions boo. Really want to have a couple pair but ya. I want it to last, like forever. I want to give u my wrld.

2010-01-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

Cny's approaching, first thing's first i am still not liking school very much. Bside's d and my friends. Other than that i feel so empty. I don't feel as happy as last year. Yes i am still groaning abt the class interchange thing. Sigh i can't get over things so easily. It's alr like, 2 weeks? :( anyw i still wna really appreciate and really thank God for bringing someone like d into my life. Really thank you God thank you. Even though i lost my wallet and mp3 and phone all less than 2 weeks d was always there to cheer me up. Still then i still want to be thankful for h.i.m my parents and friends lah. Sigh am i suay or what, i just hope all this bad luck will go away. Till then when i get hold of some pictures:)

Tibi , In Omne Tempus

2010-01-18T19:28:00.003+08:00

I is the very tired of life.

On track

2010-01-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

Another week has gone, phew what a week. Haha still no pictures sorry.com i am like not camwhore already. This space is becoming srsly dead, i bet no one comes to read alr lor. Nevermind i just need some place to let out some of my things in my head :) beside's still having the classroom being seperated conflict..school's been really nice to me this week. Cept fr some ass that stole my ipod f u srsly, hope you die. Or i find it in your bag somehow and i can punch you in the face. Such violence for a piece of metal but still you stole it. gah hope that person slips and falls down in school. Sidey note i got my ezlink and atm card done. huyay! am i aweshum or what i want to get a new wallet or bag. So..wallet or bag??

Spin-a-round

2010-01-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hello, i've decided to stay positive. I'm so sleepy shall get some head rest now, i just did a card! Haven't done one for errbody in the longest time well..it's high time :)

2010-01-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

Nothing

2010-01-11T21:52:00.003+08:00

I have no pictures not much words and not much of a 2010 i have to offer. Wow only 11 days have passed of this year which is only 1 week and 4 days and i'm still only suffering.
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Yes guess what? Good job! i lost my wallet today, more of ytd night. Stupid careless me. i deserve it right, i know..sigh plz baby come back to me. I cannot take this anymore. I don't want to fuxin redo my I/C my cards and everything. Suxshit. Plz let a nice lady or guy pick it up and return it to some police or something. I really want my wallet back. Even though it's no lv or gucci but i still love it the same. On another sad note, *deng* my o lvls results also wasn't also what i xpected of myself either. I deserved it as well i guess. Sigh woshiuseless.com i shall retake my o lvls i am very pekcek tonight. I dont know whether can sleep or not. Lack of sleep = more pimples. I'm breaking out recently also. Why like that? God why me?

Water ashes

2010-01-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

I went to work today i felt so sleepy and was slipping on slippery floor almost all the time coz my co shoes have totally lost all of it's grip. Bad bad bad, i need rest. I am heading out @ 10 tmr again to chiong work. I miss d, i need to sleep it's 12.01 nightsss sksfd
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80110
wo.oho.o :)

So hold your breathe

2010-01-07T19:20:00.003+08:00

Hi babies, i am finally back here updating again. I am doing this for jiahui who's been asking me for 2 days in a row to update this space so i shall. :) I love blogger coz it's so simple. Haha okay today i had pocky @ 4pm and i'm feeling a tinsy bitsy better already. Guess i just have to get use to most of it soon. I want art ec to start asap so i can paint and laugh and joke with the 4/4 ppl and i want to study maths tgt with 4/4 ppl again. Today remedial was awesome, the feeling i had last year studying with the class came back again. Coz mst of us was from 4/4. I felt the motivation to ask questions and get my answers and i felt happy again. I really want this warmth to last, at least Lord..for this year, i beg you.

2010-01-04T21:24:00.003+08:00

Did i mention how much i miss 2009?

Yes i did didn't i sigh. I am faggin' tired but i decided to try watch lit mermaid 2 and poop first bfr i head to bed coz i need a fairytale to keep me happy. Keke

2010-01-01T21:18:00.003+08:00

Facial xercise. Haha okay my day was funtastic :) cabbed to clementi bfr finding prick jumping onto the train and heading down to bugis to look for watches in the end boob bought 30 jellies instd and we left to twn for chippys and slice, walked a few rounds headed to dome for my mom's espresski finally hsh.

Bugis today was packed krazy today, everyone was stuck in the middle of the road trying very hard to squeeze through the crowd like salmon ready to breed. Us on the other hand climbed over the fence in the most unglamerish manner. Legs apart landing aruptly. Not like anyone noticed. Heh heh hez

Xpandsion

2009-12-31T00:59:00.009+08:00

It's been a quick, long happy, sad, eventful, lovable, retarded, messy, courageous. All the verbs and adjectives can never be enough to describe my year. This year, was the very year i ventured to a totally new alien environment. I adapted and got accepted. Cried loved laughed, walked talked with so many people from different walks of life. From here onwards i am gna get supah lengthy so bear with me :>

Hmm how should i start?
Girls first?
Ok!
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FIRST NEWLY MADE FRIEND OF THE YEAR.
Tracy ko. I know you might never read this but, yes you were counted as my first friend of 2009. Even though we met in 2008 when i was @ the bookshop patronizing you. But on the very first day of school. Beside's mr keh and mr toh. You were the most familiar face to me. You made me feel that assumption wasn't such a bad place after all you made me changed my whole perspective and perception of a mix and worst of the worst schools. For that i want to thank you. And i know that this year hasn't been fair for you. But hey, good things always comes later. You know that right so press on! Don't give up, i'll always be there even though you don't know it but i will. But i know Dono will always be there as well for you he will. He will always cherish and love you!

SECONDLY
Leung Jiahui (Queen of ac and Aunty) omg i don't know where to start but i got alot of things to say to you. You were the second one who made me feel welcomed. Loved and accepted. First day of school wasn't the best for me cause i rmbed being caught for my hair and everything you tried to reach out for me but i so blur lulz but to tell you the truth now, don't kill me if you see this and cancel our date tmr ah! Haha in the beginning i thought you were a weirdo coz i don't even know you well yet and you keep inviting me to church! BUT i'm glad that's all over now. We are like superglue tight and never let go ok? I am glad i kept my promise and did accompany you @ least once. We still have next year tgt don't forget you will see my face in 2010 until you puke. Ok love you next is..

CHEW ZI QUN
ForYou also got alot of things to say. But first and foremost. I know i didn't get to know you until later part of the year. But i'm glad i did! Really MADglad that i did cause if it wasn't for you. I don't know the true meaning of LAME. Haha and sarcasm. You're one super funny sarcastic friend. But i love it. Cauz it's who you are and it's your personality that makes everyone so very happy at the end of the day :) rocherbeancurd siao and towngirl! Haha omgosh and in school without you pwning me all the time. I would have a v boring year already. First girl who camwhore in my cam like siao and not forgetting bcauz of you i finally found a bus from cck to town! Haha 190 girl. Love you to bits too. Stay strong and in kontact ah! Hope ite treats you as well as we loved you this year :) Loads to say but make space ah cannot so selfish! HAHA.

NEXT IS PEOPLE LIKE..
CLEOMINE CHEW
I met alot of chewy in ppl '09 huh. Haha okay you! Gossip queen just like aunty but a lit more jialat. Smoke queen. Loud queen. Chorlor queen. Mad funny, firstly i love you. You were the only girl i felt close with for the first part of the year and was so tight with becauz you were the one who talked to me about boys and krazy gossips in aes. I also love gossiping ok! Haha dont forget i come from a girls' schl so gossip bout r/s problems or hair problems or weight or brand issues is the main subject. I never knew another girl so special and unique that includes your name ok! At first sekretly i don't even know how to pronouce it, until you said it a few times. Then i slow seperated the cleo and the mine. X.mine we will not drift too far ok! We haven't even gone out yet lor. Come back visit us soon kay. We will all miss you. You and qunjie togetherness set steady one day come back we all @ study area talk cock :)

I don't favouritize my girlfs haha cause you all are special and unique in your own way. Next is the rest of the girls i met this year. I might start clumping people in the end coz i am doing this @ 131 am the morning and i haven't even bathed. In 4/3 i'll start with..

Sherry Goh!
MADGIRL hello. I know you might not come back here to read but i also will tell you coz i want you to see this. First friend i made in chinese klass. So happy, you make me feel that beside's looking @ jacksen huang i got another purpose in chinese class. HAHA. I update you soon also kay. Slowly you became my main purpose coz i enjoyed talking to you and slacking and always getting scolded by laoshi. But we dont care, whether we do our work (okay mayb sometimes only coz if not being sent out of the klass is like a must) then i really miss sitting beside you, complaining bout the weather and when it rains and the eclipse this year. I still remember we were sitting next to each other getting so excited and in the end. Nothing. Haha and i remember you always inviting me to recess. I felt so welcomed then :) Thank you i love you too. Even though i duno where you now! I just hope we don't lose contact. If i see you on the streets i will always make sure i recognize you. So don't worry k!

Pris&Van
You two were a couple srsly haha always tgt but i wanna say thanks for bringing joy into my life this year. Always blocking my way @ 4/3's door.

Haha and i wanna add XiaoXuan and the rest of the girls who went to recess with me beginning of this year. I am clumping i know but if your name's not here. Your name is already stained in my heart so don't worry if it's not here kay. Haha I still think about you :)

Lastly! Still not in order. I know. I wanna have a shout out to..
Jane yes jane jane thanks for always making me laugh. I loved you v much and please dont be so emo! I will pray for you to have a good year next year we will still see each other kay! Natalie and Sherilyn! Vanessa Sim! and all the 4/4 girls like..huiping (HP) haha i never forgot and, Jacintha my english buddy, renee, zi ning art! Jiaji! Xiao yu! What's her name? Oh ya Celia! And woah i cannot remember. Yuliana? And Shuxin yes! ok that's about it? Wait Maz and ! nisa and azrema until now i got no idea how to spell your name! But yes i remember you and your curry pao during ec. Haha i never forget those times.

I really hoped and named all the girls i wanted to name and if your name's not here i am really sorry coz i am smelly and i can't think :( But i just want to let you all know i feel so blessed just for you having walked into my life in 2009. YOU made it an awesome year just by saying hi. And bye and the end of school. Made me had more friends. AH NOT FORGETTTING.
ChenHui and Hilary! Yes the not seperatable ppl. Iloveyou two as well, thnks for the bball days ch and hilary thanks for always making me smile when i see you! I seperatable that wrongly but who cares. There are many others i'v yet to name.

Anisia shiyu AND! who else! Ok you two i miss you two like mad. Thanks for always accompanying me for breakfast whenever c doesn't appear in school. And for always not making me feel left out in the mornings. I really needed you both in my life as well. Go out soon! and Anisia i read your blog okay! Dont so emo:) alot of people are there for you! Love you and love you.

Thanks to those in english klass as well 4/2! and 4/5 You girls are always so enthu and amazing. Even though many of you it's just a smile as a sense of 'i know your name, you exsisted' i want to let you guys know yes you did. So thank you too especially the group of girls from 4/5 you guys are great :)

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Ok i am back now for the guys!
I shall start with..
NARAYANAN
Hi bally! It's been a great year with you laughing joking pranking, me disturbing your fats and you disturbing my chorlorness. At first i thought you were one scary giant, coz you were alone in class sitting on corner and you look so unapproachable. Until today i never knew how we got so close. Mayb due to you keep telling me aft assembly that qq ikes me. I am really glad like me, you came to assumption this year! Even though you had no choice. But now given a choice i think you would come right right right? You are someone i can turn too when i'm down or have r/s problems. But so far this year my r/s problems are counted v clean already haha. It's mostly C's r/s problems that we solve tgt. Lol, Love you ballyx we'll be facing next year problems tgt as well so don't fret not seeing me next year! You'll see me until puke haha.

DoNaVan
Hi krazy. Nothing much to say to you but glad i met you this year, you're always the life of the party and always know what you want where to go and what to do. You and T stay long tgt kay cherish and love her! And remember that you always have me as your heart buddy. Haha! Good luck in whatever you do, you'll make it big i just know it. By then rmb me ah!

BenJAMI
You are one greedy pig! Haha i always remember both of us will be eating in the morning. Coz we are hungry like that. Thanks for being in my life this year. Really glad that you were such a tiko and forever a tiko. In a good way, you were a good friend. Stay strong! and i am happy that your hard work paid off and you made it this year :)

Ronny&Hariq&Faiz
Love you guys, you guys were the first guy friends that i made in this year. By talking to me and making me laugh and smile for that i can't thank you enough :) we will still see each other next year! So no frets kay sayang~ haha ronny thanks for the santitiser and for your funny laughter that is super contagious. And thank you hariq and fuzzy for always being there for me!

Md'mun& Chay
Even though we hardly talk I am glad that i knew you both this year! Chay introduced me to a thing called the iphone and Md'mun showed me what is real sportsmanship:) Thank you guys for being in my life!

Qing X! Aaron Tan! Richard! Jonathan! And all of the boytowners'
thanks for bringing joy to my life as well as comedy, fun, sports. I never knew that given such an environment i felt so happy hanging out with just guys. Whether playing bball or just talking and making lame jokes on other guys. Super fun. Thank you guys v much :)

Lastly! the 4/2. 4/3, 4/5, 4/6, 4/7 and other lvl guys! Shall name some but actually i'm referring to all. People like Eugenius my nephew! Thanks for always talking to me when i'm bored and being such a dear :) you will always be my nephew. wilson, ben, whoelse? I cannot remember much of your names! Mayb a few like eugene t, maverick teng, jerome and more more thanks for even just smiling @ me and knew that i exsisted. It's been a great year with everyone.

For this is can finally end my post. If i miss out anyone i'm sorry coz my memory aint that perfect. But love you those that i never named out all the same. Have a great year in 2010 and no matter where our journey leads us we will have all graduated as cohord of 2009! Hipee i finished this @ 12am sharp 1/1/10

!!!

2009-12-30T11:37:00.001+08:00

Good morning, i am going to work ciao.

SHINY

2009-12-30T01:40:00.005+08:00

Hi welcome to my webcammy life, finally as previously from tgm i was kraving for the dsk swarovski necklace, i finally got down to getting one so similar it's so so so shiny and not only that, i got it for only $xx! Ah my favourite now i feel so blessed the pictures do no justice really! I will show you in realf if i have too it's so oo pretty.

2009-12-28T10:17:00.002+08:00

I am sick of lj again but i totally forgot how to do codes here, gah screw it
Nice to meet you, i am back aft like a few mths i was posting @telegramm.lj until i was inspired to come back here again. But aint sure that i am staying for long coz i am too lazy to write a long entry like this now of days.