12:32am

I can't sleep, i'm troubled.

I promised to be in bed 2 mins ago. I don't know why whilst lying on my bed i suddenly feel so troubled, i just feel troubled. But yet i feel so tired, should i sleep? Is it because of my period? This time it doesn't feel like it either, it feels moar like i'm troubled over other things, being troubled. I just know i don't feel good. Where should i go..where does God want me to go, I'm afraid of disappointing. I'm afraid of things i'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid things will change. I want happy moments to be kept forever. Sigh i don't know how to express myself I need this blog to keep me sane. But on the other hand i feel like deleting it too, maybe i shouldn't blog i should just close it down so i don't express any feelings anywhere..i don't know. Hope something happy happens soon. Cny hurry k~